Excerpt from Chapter 21:
Supply, as it was in our case, meant carrying
ammunition mostly. The truck was full of boxes
of those 2/ cm shells and there was me and the
driver, a Hauptgefreiter (staff corporal) just
one rank above mine but about twice my age. I
wasn't worried too much about the ammunition, as
we were used to carry some five to six hundred
shells in boxes with us on the gun carrier all
the time. It was the four drums of gasoline on
the back of the truck that gave me that
uncomfortable feeling but mostly it was the
large pipe sticking out of the drivers mouth
that didn't give me too much confidence either.
For one thing it was filled with coarse-grained
Machorka (Russian tobacco) which emitted
crackling shower of sparks every time he pulled
a big puff out of that contraption.
He was a quiet sort of a chap. Didn't talk much,
maybe conversation wasn't exactly his strongest
point. But in one way, I couldn't blame him
really for not saying anything, had he opened
his mouth, his pipe would have fallen out. One
thing that was clearly in his favour was, he
knew where he was going, obviously he must have
done this trip a few times before. It wasn't
long before we got on to the Rollbahn. There was
already a steady traffic on it in both
directions. Signposts marked with arrows and
tactical signs, indicating the locations of
various unit's Headquarters, were pointing in
all directions.
I knew precisely when we got closer to the H.K.L.
(Main front line) It was when my driver took his
pipe out of his mouth, emptying the receptacle
by tapping it on the sideboard outside the
cabin, and in doing so sending a huge shower of
sparks through the back of the truck. I braced
myself for the expected imminent explosion as
the badly sealed fuel drums send wafts of petrol
fumes from the back of the truck right through
the cabin. He then turned to me to tell me that
from now on we have to keep a good lookout for
approaching Russian planes and incoming
artillery and get ready to jump when necessary.
I told him there is nothing to worry about in
that line, I let him know briefly that I will be
out of the cabin well before him should the
necessity arise. It was just a bit of sarcasm on
my part, I thought, him being that much older...
I realized then that wasn't probably the right
phrase to use to cheer him up, the contemptuous
look he gave me to that remark made me shut up
immediately.
We had left the Rollbahn now and were heading
for the village to our left. A platoon of
cavalry was just coming out of the village. My
mind was side tract momentarily, watching those
Horses when all of a sudden four tremendously
sharp detonations in quick succession could be
heard immediately to our left. I was already
half way out of the truck. The staff corporal
was unconcerned he just kept on driving. I
realized then we passed a battery of our own 105
mm field guns who just delivered a salvo of
shells over our heads into the direction of
Lutzk. Very slowly I put my feet back into the
cabin again, I didn't want to give the driver
something more to sneer about. His score being 2
to nil already.
Looking at the horses of the approaching cavalry
unit, to my amazement, they didn't take a scrap
of notice of the racket, created by those big
guns. They are well and truly used to that and
are probably all deaf anyhow. The German guns
kept up their salvos and my driver stepped hard
on the accelerator, obviously he was trying to
increase his speed whilst heading for a wooded
stretch to the left of the village. It was a
desperate attempt to put some distance between
his truck and the German gun position. As he
guessed, rightly, the Russian artillery will
answer back any moment now. He wasn't far wrong
either.
The driver's reckless struggle with his foot
pedal didn't have much effect to the speed of
the vehicle. We had barely reached the wood line
when the first enormous mushrooms of the
incoming Russian shells shot out from the ground
behind us, followed by the mighty explosions.
They were 152 mm, heavy stuff indeed. I grabbed
my rifle and jumped. My friend, the driver,
wasn't handicapped by indecision or impediment
age wise either. He was already running ahead of
me and disappeared head first into the nearest
trench with me falling on top of him. A few more
of those heavies came howling in, mainly in the
vicinity of the German gun positions who had
stopped firing back by now, the German crews
probably sticking it out in their foxholes.
The trench, we had jumped into was part of the
communication system, connecting the ammunition
depot in the woods with the Headquarter in the
village. I parted company with the driver as he
was very keen to have his truck unloaded and get
back to Kovel as quick as possible. The S.S.
guard in the trench gave me directions how to
get to Major Geissler's Battalion Command post.
I had no trouble in finding it. I reported in
with my best regulation military salute,
outstretched fingers of my right hand to the
edge of my steel helmet, which none of them took
any notice off.. They all looked the same in
their white snow coats, but I knew immediately
which of them Major Geissler was. He was the one
wearing the Ritterkreuz (Knights cross) and
deeply engrossed in some tactical conversation.
When I got permission to speak, I inquired of
the whereabouts of Wachtmeister Wehrt's group
and was told that they are operating with two of
Geissler's squadrons in the area around Torchin,
on the road from Vladimir Volynsky to Lutzk,
generally having a bad time, hard pressed and
outnumbered by General Vatutins Russian cavalry.
Torchin was somewhere to the right of us on the
main road to Vladimir. Lutzk, some twenty km in
front and was already in Vatutins hands. About
ten km to our left is the old railway line to
Kovel, completely destroyed by now from Rovno
right up to Rosich and from there to Kovel it is
only used by the armoured train and demolition
squads, with Major Geissler's cavalry holding
the villages and hamlets in between, constantly
on the move, clashing with Russian rider units
on hit and destroy missions. Rovno was taken by
the Russians on February,5 the same day when
they took Lutzk.
I was told to join the driver of the ammo supply
vehicle. He was just getting ready to move out
to the Squadron's field positions, the ones
Wehrt and his group was attached to. His vehicle
was already stationed outside the Headquarter
and ready to go. We called in at the ammo depot
first to load enough boxes and petrol to keep
our guns in operation for a few more days.
It was late afternoon and a fair bit of battle
noise was coming our way. Some of the guns can't
be too far away. Just over the little hill in
front of us one could hear their firing sequence
in between the bursts of machine gun fire and
the cracks of rifle shots mixed with the sharp
explosions of the incoming mortars. The driver
suggested we drive past the Headquarter's
kitchen for some hot coffee as he wasn't quite
game enough to cut across the field whilst some
daylight was still with us.
The vehicle was a half-track and the driver, no
doubt, would know his way to the forward
positions blindfolded. Listening to the infernal
racket over the hill, I was glad the driver
wasn't in such a terrible hurry to get himself
killed and neither was I, besides I wasn't
averse to have something hot whatever it was.
Major Geissler who had left his Quarter on
horseback a short while ago, will be right in
the middle of that commotion, the other side of
that hill by now.
We were on our way by nightfall. The sky was lit
up in front of us, part of the village over
there must be ablaze. The driver put the revs up
on his motor to get across the field fast and
into the village. We got in at the western end.
One of our guns was positioned there. A couple
of houses were on fire down at the eastern side.
I reported to the Unteroffizier in charge of the
gun. He directed me to Wehrt's Command post.
There was some sporadic firing going on the
eastern end of the village. I made my way
cautiously through the shadows of the houses up
the road. I passed three dead horses on the side
of the street by the burning log houses. An S.S.
trooper was laying on his back next to them. He
must have been in charge of the horses when the
mortar exploded in their midst. Wehrt's Command
post was half way up the village street just
past the burning izbas, couldn't miss it.
Shadowy figures darting in and out of it. It was
also the temporary H.Q. of the Rider Squadron.
Two stretcher cases were on the side of the
road, one more was just being dragged in on a
makeshift sledge. They were all badly wounded,
judging by their moans, Aggravated by the frost
hitting the raw open flesh. They were waiting to
be taken to Vladimir-Volynsky field/hospital
presumably, if it is still there. Wehrt just
came up the road, must have been with the gun at
the eastern end. I recognized his ugly face,
sticking out from underneath his steel/helmet,
immediately. He was also surprised to see me
back. I stood to attention, and with the
military salute " Melde mich zur Stelle Herr
Wachtmeister", I had reported back to my unit.
I asked Wehrt about Wilfried and my old crew. He
told me that Unteroffizier Janko and Holder and
their guns are operating with another one of
Major Geissler's squadron somewhere to the east
of us, and until we can catch up with them I
would just have to stay with this outfit. He
suggested that I make myself useful by joining
Unteroffizier Bokorny's crew in the meantime.
Bokorny's gun was the one who did all the
shooting earlier on. Bokorny recognized me as
belonging to Holder's crew. I quickly explained
to him that until I can join my own crew, I was
ordered by Wachtmeister Wehrt to stay with his
gun. That was all right with him as our gun
crews were habitually understaffed and he was
just in the process of pulling the gun out of
the embankment and since that always had to be
done in a hurry, besides two of his men were
manning the machine gun in case the Ivan decided
on another quick attack, I had no problem to
find myself something to do.
Major Geissler came round briefly to let Bokorny
know that he is ready to move out sometime after
midnight, he intended to go after the Russians
before the first light in the morning. The ammo
truck came round with fresh boxes and petrol
cans to top up the tank of the carrier. With the
vehicle serviced, the gun securely fastened on
it's top and all magazines filled, with a
helping of goulash from the headquarter's
kitchen, we were ready to move out at any
moment. Bokorny detailed the watch for the rest
of the night with me being the newly arrived
member of the crew, getting the twelve to
one/thirty, generally regarded the worst time to
stand as one gets very little sleep before and
practically none after. I curled up on the floor
of the Izba and managed to fall asleep soon
after.
I was rudely woken up by a kick from a boot that
told me its time for my turn out there in the
cold. Yawning and shivering as the cold midnight
air hit me in the face when I stepped out of the
warm Izba, I took my place behind the machine
gun in the hole, so that everybody else can
sleep safely. I envied the chap, I had just
relieved from his post, he can go back to sleep
again whilst I have to stay awake in the
miserable cold. Its amazing how readily one
thrusts his life into the wakefulness of the
sentry. Wouldn't be the first time I fell asleep
on watch duty and it wont be grass seeds this
time that will wake me. Most likely it will be a
nasty Russian cavalry sword that will be slicing
through my throat... No fear, or perhaps it's
too much fear, I won't fall asleep!!
The air was still full of the smell of stale
smoke although the fires had burned themselves
out. it was dark again and it was snowing
heavily. With no set front line out there and me
being new on the job and completely disoriented,
an attack could come any time and from any
direction and the snow would be on the attackers
side. I was only hoping that there are a few
more sentries standing watch somewhere to my
left and right who know what they are looking
for.
There are flashes and rumblings all round on the
horizon. That could be Lutzk, Kovel or Vladimir,
who knows? I had lost all sense of direction.
Part of the Soviet 56th cavalry division is out
there somewhere lurking and waiting and they are
all experts in the saddle. The woods around us
are full of them and just waiting to get us. I
managed to get through my one and half hour,
staring through snowflakes into nothing beyond.
To me it seemed endless. I woke my relief watch
with some sadistic relish. He wasn't exactly
overjoyed about it. Ungratefully he called me an
Arschloch!!! (bastard).
I couldn't care less what he called me. He sure
is entitled to his own opinion. I handed him
over my watch and couldn't have given a damn if
he falls asleep again. I got back into my old
corner in the warm Izba and fell asleep almost
immediately.
Short lived it was. I bolted upright, wide
awake. it was caused by a boot that hit into my
back, that boot belonged to Kapo Bokorny, it was
his friendly way of making sure you don't go
back to sleep again. A faint glimmer of the new
day was creeping up far in the east. The S.S.
squadron was in the process of moving out. Wehrt
came up with the gun carrier from the other end
of the village. He told Bokorny to move, keeping
to the right whilst he with the other gun was
taking the left flank. The squadron was moving
in a long drawn out column, trying to reach the
woodland in front of us and the relative safety
of the village beyond to our left. This village
was occupied by the squadron, Holder and Janko's
gun were attached to. One could hear the clobber
of the horses hoofs, muffled by the newly fallen
snow. Every now and then one could hear the
faint metallic clatter of rifle butts touching
gasmask containers or other objects strapped to
the horses saddles. Horses were snorting here
and there. The loudest noise really was coming
from our motor.
Our driver was having difficulties moving the
vehicle on the uneven, snow covered ground.
Bokorny ordered everybody, except gunner one and
four, off the carrier to walk along the side and
guide it along. We were moving slowly away from
the column and towards the wood line, it was
snowing again. A sudden burst of gunfire erupted
in front of us. I threw myself into the snow.
The bullets zinging over my head hitting the
ground line behind me. Bokorny, who was walking
ahead of me, fell onto his knees hit by a
bullet. He jelled out for us to move back and
take cover. His warning came too late, they were
all around us. Russian cavalry, shadows of fast
moving horses with their riders emptying their
machine pistols from the crouching positions in
their saddle and quickly disappearing again into
the blizzard. Another short round of bullets
thudded into the snow in front of me. Each
bullet lifting up a puff of snow on impact.
Bokorny was trying to get up he fell back on his
knees again. He raised his hands above his head
to indicate to the Russian horseman that he is
ready to give himself up, only to fall backwards
like being hit by a swinging plank square in his
face, with his hands still stretched above his
head. A well aimed pistol shot had smashed
through his head. That was outright murder,
those Mongols don't belief in taking prisoners.
I emptied the magazine of my rifle into where
the Russian rider faded away into the snow drift
I was sorry the rifle wasn't automatic. I slowly
crawled back to the gun carrier which was
already reversing back to a more protected
position to await directions from Wehrt, But the
blizzard only added to the confusion.
Suddenly our second gun started firing, slightly
in front to the left of us. The gun itself still
hidden by the blizzard. The mongols must have
ridden head on into their fire. A horse came
galloping back, a Mongol hanging at its side,
his entire head was missing a shell from Wehrts
gun must have struck his face. I was hoping this
was the bastard who finished off Bokorny in such
heroic fashion.
The blizzard stopped we could make out Wehrts
gun it was also reversing back. He gestured for
us to follow. Mortar fire was probing out from
the woods, coming closer with every impact. We
drove back to the road to the point where two of
the squadrons machine guns had hastily taken up
defence position to allow the bulk of the
squadron to reach the village in order to join
up with the rest of the battalion.
It was completely daylight by now and it was
only thanks to the fire support of the two
machine guns hastily placed into position back
at the fieldtrack that we made it to the road in
one piece. We met up with our second gun.
Wachtmeister Wehrt was sorry to hear about
Bokorny's untimely end and was toying with the
idea to get his body out. Useless undertaking,
that would have been, he realized so himself,
would only cause more casualties in doing so as
the Russians are already firmly entrenched where
Bokorny had fallen. They would be in a position
to wipe out anything that comes close to them.
And it wouldn't do much for Bokorny either.
Besides orders were to retreat to the village
immediately. I wasn't sorry about that as the
Russian mortar fire was getting uncomfortably
close and more accurate with every impact.
A rearguard unit of the squadron, dug in further
up the road, got hit by a mortar round and
suffered some casualties. Two of them badly
wounded. Wehrt ordered us to put them on our
vehicle and take them to the first aid station
in the village whilst he and the other gun will
stay with the platoon for fire support. We made
them as comfortable as it was possible with ammo
boxes as pillows, our overcoats for blankets to
keep the cold morning frost out of their wounds.
One of them had his chest cut open and the blood
was still oozing through the makeshift bandage,
the other had his belly ripped open by a piece
of shrapnel. his chances to make it back to
Germany were very slim indeed. He didn't even
make it to the village. He was dead before we
got there.
I made inquiries at the squadrons Headquarter
about Holder and my old gun. They were there all
right. I found them at the northern end of the
main street. A lot of things had changed since I
left them for my home leave back home to
Krumbach. From the old crew there was only
Wilfried and the driver and Holder the Kapo. The
rest was made up from other crews. So I wasn't
surprised that Wilfried was mighty glad to see
me back again. I even got my old job as ammo
gunner back which the chap, who stood in for me,
was quite happy to relinquish.
Holder, who had gone to headquarter for
instructions, came back with the news that the
whole of the battalion is moving back into Kovel
garrison. He was slightly surprised to see me
back on his gun again. He figured it must have
taken me an extra long time to find them! I told
him that I left Kovel only yesterday on board
the supply truck and that I nearly got my head
blown off by a Russian rider attack only this
morning and I told him about Bokorny, just to
put his mind at rest in case he thinks I was
lingering around somewhere on a quiet spot at
the rear. Actually Holder was not a bad chap he
was quite all right despite that nobody had ever
seen him with a smile on his face.
As soon as Wehrt's gun and the rearguard platoon
rejoined the squadron we moved out of the
village into the direction of Kovel, some forty
odd km to the north. Keeping well inside the
dense forest to prevent detection from possible
low flying aircraft, we reached a village by
late afternoon on the banks of a small river,
presumably a tributary of the Pripayat river.
The village was pretty close to the abandoned
railway line from Kovel to Rovno and was still
used by the patrolling Panzerzug that was
operating from out of Kovel.
The village was practically deserted just a few
old people and a few dogs. We placed our gun on
the western end of the main street, put the
machine gun into position and organized our
watch sequence for the night. Half way between
the village and the railway stood a windmill,
its huge vanes stood still when we reached the
village. Suddenly they were slowly turning round
now. There must be somebody there at the mill.
Somebody had released the vane brakes. Major
Geissler decided to send a platoon to check on
the mill and find out what caused it's sudden
movement.
Daylight was gradually fading away and we were
short of water, so Wilfried and I grabbed a
water can each and made for the well in the
centre of the village to have them filled.
Getting water from the well wasn't the easiest
thing, practically the whole of the squadron was
lined up there with just about as many horses as
men and their demand of water was enormous. The
Horses had to be fed and watered. It was Major
Geissler's first rule, Horses had to be looked
after first before the troopers can look after
their own needs.
Wilfried and I got our water eventually and made
our way back to the gun and hopefully to a
nicely warmed up izba. We were half way there
when it all started. Rifle and machine gun fire
erupted at the mill. Looks like our patrol must
have run into some resistance there and, by the
sound of the shooting, they must have run into
another German patrol as all one could hear was
the sound of German M.g. 34's on both sides.
Unless those on the other side were Partisans,
operating with captured German arms, something
had gone wrong there. Wilfried and I hit the
ground when phosphor tracers came hissing in,
sweeping from left to right through the village,
exploding at anything they hit. The horse which
was standing close to me, reared up and
collapsed almost on top of me and delivering a
few desperate kicks on to the frozen ground
before stiffening out.
At least the dead horse gave me some protection,
should the guns come in for a return sweep.
Wilfried, who was laying a few metres away from
me, didn't look too comfortable with the
watering can in front of his head, for
protection, presumably. I don't think he was
aware that a shrapnel had found its way through
the can and it was leaking profusely. I am sure,
Wilfried didn't see the funny side of it. Lucky
for us, hastily discharged identification flares
stopped the guns from sweeping back. The barrage
came from the armoured train's four barreled 2cm
guns.
The whole thing was a due to a complete mess up
of events. It was pure coincidence that the
Panzerzug, on its patrol run from out of Kovel,
stationed itself in the vicinity of the
windmill. its Commander also decided to detach a
patrol to check on the mill. They got there
prior to Geissler's group and they must have
been responsible for getting the vanes moving.
Both patrols clashed at the mill, both assumed
the others to be Russians or Partisans. They all
look the same in camouflage dress in early
darkness.
Although the guns swept through the village only
once, the damage was quite considerable. Apart
from the dead horse, I was using for cover, two
more had to be destroyed to put them out of
their misery. Two houses were set on fire by the
incendiary grenades and one trooper was severely
wounded. The fires were quickly put out as Major
Geissler didn't want the village to be lit up
all night. It would only be an invitation for
some Russian units to pay us an unwanted visit.
No doubt some questions will have to be
answered, somebody has to stand straight for
tonight's mistake and it sure won't be Major
Geissler. Actually it wouldn't have made too
much difference to him. A few weeks later, Major
Geissler, in leading an attack was fatally
wounded by a full round of a Russian machine gun
and died one and a half hour later still in full
Command to his last breath. Yes there were some
brave men even in the German Army!