Excerpt from Chapter 11:
								
								
								We were in for a long wait with heavy armour, 
								artillery, motorised troops and infantry all 
								waiting to cross the Don via a temporary pontoon 
								positioned the side of the damaged railway 
								bridge leading to Bataysk. There was a huge 
								bottle neck, with quite an impressive gathering 
								of Generals and their staffs directing the flow. 
								The Russian Air force could have had a field 
								day, but it looked like they were licking their 
								wounds or perhaps engaged somewhere else and the 
								only planes above were Richthofen's 
								Messerschmitt fighters.
								
								
								Eventually our turn came to make the crossing 
								and roll on south towards Bataysk, which was 
								taken on 27 July by Kleist's Panzers. Russian 
								resistance had grown weak and was almost non- 
								existent as the bulk of the armies retreated or 
								surrendered leaving behind an enormous arsenal 
								of weapons and equipment. Outside Bataysk near 
								the railway junction from Salsk to Azov we 
								stumbled upon a battery of 'Stalinorgels' - the 
								dreaded Katyusha rocket launchers, 'Kostikov's 
								gun' to the Russians, named after it's inventor. 
								Eight of them, each with two tiers of 132 mm 
								calibre rockets in firing position, aimed in the 
								direction of Rostov and all primed ready for the 
								firing plunger to be activated. Nearby in the 
								fields stood two batteries of heavy 152 mm field 
								guns again, all loaded ready for the firing 
								string. The interesting thing about the guns was 
								that each carriage was fitted with a large brass 
								plate which said 'Made by Krupp, Essen, 
								Germany'. A comforting thought to know that the 
								next artillery barrage might be well and truly 
								home-made!
								
								
								
								A little further back on the line to 
								Kushchevskaya stood a goods train with the 
								engine facing Bataysk, still under steam, only 
								the crew had disappeared. Langhans immediately 
								deduced it was a supply train full of provisions 
								and was very keen to find out what it carried. 
								Oh no, not again! We'd seen it all before we 
								remembered, and we still had heaps of those 
								'Hindenburg' candles on board, though they had 
								served us well, we had to admit. Under 
								Langhans's instruction, we opened the first 
								carriage and found it full of cartons, all 
								marked in Russian so we had no idea of the 
								contents but a quick job with a jemmy revealed 
								Zigarren! Bloody hell, a whole carriage full of 
								Russian cigars for the Russian top brass, no 
								doubt. The ordinary 'Ivan' smoked 'machorka', a 
								tobacco wrapped in a neatly rolled cone of 
								'Pravda' or maybe Izvestia. We helped ourselves 
								to a few boxes before opening the next wagon 
								which had the same sized boxes only they 
								contained tinned meat, so Langhans said. By this 
								time Oberleutnant Belling, our battery 
								Commander, stormed alongside waving his 08-15 
								(pistol), ordering us to put everything back 
								where we found it and close the doors 
								immediately, raving on about looting, and 
								threatened us with 'Kriegsgericht' (court 
								martial). We still managed to hide a box of each 
								on our vehicle.
								
								
								
								Langhans was in a bad mood and blamed us for not 
								opening the right wagon, meaning the one with 
								the vodka in. How the hell should we have known? 
								Anton told him that the next time we fell over 
								another supply train, he (Langhans), could go 
								and get the vodka himself and drink himself to 
								death on it. Crossly insubordinate on Anton's 
								part, we thought but Langhans was too furious to 
								be upset about that. "Just wait, when we get 
								into Maykop," he countered, "there are big 
								breweries and the beer they make there is that 
								strong it has to be eaten with a spoon and I 
								will make sure that you get none of it" he said. 
								Anton responded questioning his knowledge of 
								Russian beer and adding, "For all you know, we 
								might not even get there". He started to grin as 
								though he had just hit on something profound. "I 
								prefer Hofbr„u Bier to Russian dish- water any 
								time". Ha-ha, good old Jrgen 
								got hit with his own hammer, and he won't 
								forgive Anton for a long time...
								
								
								That evening we had tinned meat with our 
								Bratkartoffeln and lit up our cigars but they 
								turned out to be worse than the machorka 
								newspaper cones, and the meat tasted terrible 
								and gave us all diarrhoea. As usual Langhans was 
								right; we should should have looked a bit 
								harder. He always made it clear he had more 
								brain in his head than the lot of us had 
								together. Well, on occasions like that one could 
								hardly argue the point.
								
								
								from the time we crossed the Don the Russian air 
								force left us pretty well alone as they were 
								tied up north in the Stalingrad section where 
								heavy fighting was in progress, and also in the 
								Kuban sector which was under the pressure of 
								Ruoff's 17th Army. The speed with which Army 
								Group 'A' advanced into the Caucusus was 
								astounding, with Kleist's Panzers taking town 
								after town and leaving the infantry a day, or 
								maybe two, behind to mop up. Armavir and 
								Kropotkin were taken on 5 August, followed by 
								Thikhoretsk on the 6th and Maykop on the 9th. We 
								reached Kropotkin and Maykop at the foothills of 
								the Caucasus with its oil wells and, as Langhans 
								said,large breweries. However, both 
								installations had been completely destroyed by 
								the retreating Red Army. A Russian Yak 4 had 
								crashed into the side of one of the still 
								burning breweries and the two crew were still in 
								the smouldering plane, their heads shrunken to 
								the size of an orange that closed the chapter of 
								the Maykop famous beer.
								
								
								
								Looking south-west into the massive mountain 
								range of the Caucasus, Mount Elbrus stuck out 
								like a sugar-coated pyramid, 5.642 metres high. 
								We proceeded along the foothills in a north 
								easterly direction towards Armavir. Since we had 
								entered the Kuban area Russian air activity was 
								again increasing with IL 2s attacking the 
								Rollbahn. They came from an air base south which 
								we guessed was Pyatigorsk. Halfway to Armavir, 
								near a river junction we encountered heavy 
								artillery fire coming from the surrounding 
								hills, and causing quite a bit of disturbance 
								and delay. We left the Rollbahn, headed for a 
								wooded outcrop nearby, and waited for a lull in 
								the barrage. One lone IL 2 came lumbering along 
								from the north-west, obviously on his return run 
								home. His belly was bare of rockets but he still 
								had plenty of ammunition left to feed his 
								canons, judging from the bursts he delivered on 
								to the Rollbahn. Being on his own and with no 
								fighter escort he was just right for us, so we 
								thought, and well within range as our distance 
								reading showed 200 metres,and closing in, almost 
								impossible to miss. We hit him with a whole 
								magazine of armour-piercing missiles as he 
								passed overhead. which we saw to our horror they 
								just bounced off on impact though probably gave 
								the pilot a bit of a shock. The plane went 
								momentarily out of control and then veered off 
								sharply southward. Those planes were flying 
								battleships. Luckily the pilot was unaware where 
								the fire came from or he would have emptied 
								whatever he had left in his guns on us for 
								revenge.
								
								
								We got underway again and reached Labinsk half 
								way to Armavir mid afternoon, then pushed on for 
								another couple of hours before halting for the 
								night on the bank of a river. I think it was the 
								Kuban river, where the western embankment was 
								lined with grape plantations. A settlement on 
								top of the embankment caught the curiosity of 
								Oberleutnant Belling and he decided to send two 
								gun crews up there to investigate. Langhans and 
								his crew was one of them, so off we went. What 
								struck us on entering the settlement was all the 
								buildings, all 'izbas', looked alike with 
								white-washed walls. Nobody was about, just a few 
								dogs. People were there all right, but were 
								staying out of sight. We positioned ourselves on 
								the end of the main street, guns ready for a 
								quick burst if need be. A figure came through a 
								doorway clad in a long white robe with a hood 
								and if he'd held a scythe could easily have been 
								'Old Father Time' himself. Then we saw that part 
								of his nose was missing! Langhans pointed his 
								pistol and indicated to him to put his hands 
								above his head, which he readily obliged and we 
								noticed there were no hands either, just 
								deformed ugly stumps. One ear was gone 
								completely and the other was a 
								cauliflower-looking mess. Gradually others came 
								out, all dressed the same and all similarly 
								afflicted. We had stumbled on a leper colony and 
								quickly dismissed any thought of checking out 
								the rest of the village and retreated down hill, 
								settling for our usual Bratkartoffeln in recoil 
								oil and a bite or two of salami.
								
								
								That night we listened to the purr-purr of the U 
								V D - the 'night witches'in their sewing 
								machines, who re-appeared, after leaving us 
								alone since Rostov. Hearing those engines again 
								was a bad omen. It meant Ivan was up to 
								something, which he sure was. Shortly after 
								midnight orders reached us to move out quickly. 
								Trapped, encirled Russian elements from the area 
								of Cherkessk and Kislovodsk were reported to be 
								breaking out in their quest to join up with the 
								main body of the retreating forces on the Kuma 
								river. They had already broken through between 
								Nevinnomyssk and Mineral'nyye Vody. Oberleutnant 
								Belling was informed we were to join an 8.8 Flak 
								unit, already in position outside Nevinnomyssk, 
								to help contain their breakout.
								
								
								
								By the time we reached the Rollbahn it was 
								already crowded with motorised infantry, Pak 
								(antitank) units and heavy armour from Ruoff's 
								17th Army from the Maykop and Armavir area and 
								Kettenhunde (military police 'head hunters') 
								controlling the traffic. The dust never seemed 
								to settle, not even at night and as Langhans 
								said, the best thing was to inhale as much as 
								possible, that way we would get rid of most of 
								it. Always cheerful, was Langhans.
								
								
								Odd salvos of heavy 152 mm Russian artillery 
								stationed somewhere up in the hills roared down 
								on us, probing along the Rollbahn, lighting up 
								the fields with every explosion. A Luftwaffen 
								Colonel came by and directed us to join another 
								2 cm battery waiting for us ahead. We kept clear 
								of the Rollbahn, as some of the 15.2 shells came 
								howling in uncomfortably close, exploding with a 
								deafening 'whoompf' and fireball spewing 
								shrapnel in all directions, the latter, 
								according to size and speed making a high or 
								low-pitched whirring sound before hitting the 
								ground with a dirt-ripping thud. We passed four 
								Pak cannons, well camouflaged with branches and 
								bushes, and some distance behind were the 8.8s 
								spread out in staggered lines covered under 
								camouflage netting. The commander of the 8.8 
								battery, a Major, directed us into position with 
								the two 2 cm batteries flanking the heavy guns 
								and told to get out of sight as much as possible 
								before dawn.
								
								
								'Morgenrot' and IL 2s together were not a good 
								omen... We had about a couple of hours to get 
								dug in before daybreak and all the hell it would 
								bring from the hills in front of us. Once 
								daylight came Russian artillery observers would 
								be able to pinpoint their target with great 
								accuracy. Until then it would just be random 
								salvos. We certainly wasted no time getting into 
								the ground. Ferdl did a good job by turning the 
								vehicle around in circles with one chain locked 
								and loosening the ground, which we then packed 
								in front of us in a semi- circle rampart and 
								covered the lot with grass, bushes and sunflower 
								stalks - all very neat we thought. A well-aimed 
								football would have knocked the whole lot over 
								but the idea was not to fortify the gun position 
								but to camouflage it from early detection. Then 
								we filled all available magazines with high 
								explosives, with every fifth an armour-piercing 
								grenade in anticipation of a tank attack, not 
								that we would have made much impact on a tank's 
								80 mm armour - that was the task of the mighty 
								8.8 guns next to us. Our job was to dislodge the 
								infantry hiking a lift, sometimes as many as 25 
								or 30, before they dismounted and vanished into 
								the ground, where a well-aimed 2 cm burst into 
								such a heap would prove quite effective.
								
								
								
								With the firing lever pulled back and a magazine 
								in the loading block we were ready, awaiting 
								dawn, and with it the inevitable carnage and 
								destruction. I just wished we would have a 
								downpour for hours to transform the ground into 
								a swamp and everything would have to be 
								cancelled for the day. But there was not much 
								hope of that. The sky appeared to be devoid of 
								clouds from the mountain range to the eastern 
								horizon, and the stars looked down on us with 
								perverted pleasure, I thought. The Commander 
								from the 8.8s came along with Oberleutnant 
								Belling for a quick inspection of our readiness 
								and some last instructions for our Kapo. I was 
								still hoping it was all a false alarm, but 
								observing those formidable 8.8 guns I knew they 
								didn't put them there for nothing.
								
								
								A reddish glimmer on the eastern horizon showed 
								the beginning of the new day and it wasn't long 
								before we heard the sound of approaching 
								aircraft, faint at first then increasing in 
								volume, and long before we could see them, we 
								knew they were Illyushins. Then we saw a cluster 
								approaching in tight formation, 15 or maybe 20, 
								with their fighter escorts, probably MiGs or 
								Yaks. We looked for some comfort from where the 
								big 8.8s were positioned but it wasn't 
								forthcoming. Their barrels hadn't moved and 
								their camouflage was still in position and they 
								had no intention of revealing their positions to 
								the watching periscopes of the Russian artillery 
								observers. "Women!" Langhans was thinking aloud. 
								"The hill is probably full of them," was his 
								assumption. "Nothing more ferocious than a woman 
								behind a rifle," he continued his train of 
								thought, to no one in particular. "Should you 
								ever get captured by those Amazons the first 
								thing you have to do is cut your penis off and 
								hand it to them... If you don't, they sure do it 
								for you," he added as an afterthought. The way 
								he said it he didn't expect a reply, so we just 
								kept thinking about it...
								
								
								
								The Illyushins were closing in overhead and we 
								watched their circling manoeuvres before coming 
								in to dive. Black streaks shot out from their 
								wings as they released the rockets, followed by 
								the familiar whooshing screech and whoompf, 
								whoompf as each hit the ground. We breathed 
								again; they could have come down on us, but we 
								were still invisible and they had found a better 
								target. "Do they really do that?" asked Hans. 
								"Do what?" asked Jurgen. "What you said a while 
								ago, cutting the penis off?". "Well, you'll find 
								out if those 'Flintenweiber' get hold of you," 
								he replied. "I have seen it myself!" Actually, 
								as the war progressed and some 18 months later I 
								witnessed that horrible deed myself. Such things 
								aren't mentioned in history books as all the war 
								crimes were invariably committed by the 
								vanquished, never by the victorious Allies...
								
								
								
								Yellow-red fingers stabbed into the morning sky, 
								coming from the hills, followed by the eerie 
								wailing noise of the Katyushas. We dived 
								overboard and scrambled under the chains when 
								the rockets came howling in in bunches of eight. 
								A battery of six of those launchers could 
								deliver up to 72 of 132 mm missiles almost 
								simultaneously, but like the Illyushins, they 
								weren't meant for us this time. A Panzer unit to 
								the right of us copped the lot. The Ils must 
								also have scored a hit where the German tank 
								units stood because smoke was rising, followed 
								by a fire ball and huge explosion.
								
								
								
								A Russian Maxim machine gun opened up from the 
								hills with its slow tak tak tak and was 
								immediately answered by a much faster German gun 
								from the infantry unit dug in to our left. 
								Russian artillery fire which had concentrated on 
								the Panzer formation veered to the left, probing 
								with its shells, trying to find the machine gun 
								position. Our heavy artillery joined in from 
								somewhere behind us, we could hear the shells 
								passing overhead with a friendly 
								whooshing/gurgling sound indicating they still 
								had a long way to go before finding their target 
								and we watched them hitting the hills a few 
								moments later with an enormous greyish- black 
								mushroom cloud. We hoped they had found and hit 
								the terrible Katyushas.
								
								
								It was then that we saw the KV's, brown monsters 
								of some 45 tons dead weight coming out from the 
								tree belt, half hidden by the tall sunflowers, 
								with some sleek-looking T34s among them, about a 
								dozen or so. Our artillery got their range with 
								a few well-placed salvos and we wondered why our 
								Panzers hadn't moved in yet. Perhaps they were 
								waiting for the artillery to stop or maybe they 
								were letting the Russian tanks go past and then 
								go after them? It was well known that a German 
								Panzer IV was disadvantaged in a frontal attack 
								from a KV tank with its far-reaching gun and 
								heavier foreward armour plating. The most 
								effective way to stop a KV dead in its track was 
								with an 8.8 gun, if the gun could get in first. 
								A well-aimed shell at the proper range can enter 
								one side of the tank and go straight out the 
								other. We concluded they were leaving the 
								monsters to the 8.8s. Actually I was too scared 
								to conclude anything; subconsciously I gripped 
								the magazine, in an urge to hold on to 
								something.
								
								
								Our artillery was doing a good job; two Russian 
								tanks were burning and the rest were spreading 
								out to minimise risk of more hits. I was 
								petrified and was sure all my mates were too 
								though none showed it. If the tanks opened fire 
								once they spotted our position it would 
								certainly be all over in a very short time. I 
								wished we could have stayed with the lepers. 
								Slow death from leprosy would be preferable to 
								getting ripped to pieces from an artillery 
								shell, I thought. They kept coming, and still 
								the 8.8s remained behind their camouflage 
								netting. Two more tanks got hit, this time by 
								the PAKs we had passed on our way along. The 
								infantry riding the tanks had left their 
								chariots and were scattered around the sunflower 
								field seeking protection. "Keep a watch on them; 
								they will probably be on us before the tanks 
								are," said Langhans, adding, "they can dig 
								themselves into the ground with their bare hands 
								better than we can with a spade - and stop 
								shaking your knees, you only wear them out." 
								Langhans was hiding his own fear and did it 
								masterly.
								
								
								The gun turret of the leading tank was moving in 
								our direction, homing in on our position. I 
								crouched a bit lower on my knees, awaiting the 
								inevitable yellow flame crashing from its 
								barrel, and took a deep breath, what I thought 
								would be my last, but... too late for that 
								Russian monster! Our four 8.8s pulled the string 
								almost as one and the shells left their long 
								barrels with an ear splitting supersonic crack 
								and ripping shock wave, followed almost 
								instantanously by the sound of impact when steel 
								met steel. An ear-shattering explosion split the 
								air as the leading tank's turret was ripped off 
								its body and thrown into the air and two more 
								burst into flames. Langhans tapped Jakob on his 
								helmet, the sign to hit the firing pedal and for 
								me to keep feeding the ammo into the loading 
								block while Ludwig crouched on my left, handing 
								me the new magazines.
								
								
								The base of the barrel started to change colour, 
								from black to blue to red. It was time for me to 
								change it and this time it was difficult as 
								Ferdl couldn't drive to a safe position. Thirty 
								seconds in front of the armour plate was enough 
								to reduce me to a sieve - and that rotten driver 
								(Ferdl) wasn't even in his seat! I figured he 
								was flat on his belly under the vehicle. 
								Couldn't blame him really, he was too valuable 
								to be exposed to unnecessary danger! I wished I 
								could have done the same but I wasn't so 
								valuable... Luckily I had some protection from 
								the smoke from the burning tanks in front. The 
								8.8s continued firing relentlessly, knocking out 
								a few more KVs and the smoke made it impossible 
								for the Russians to concentrate returning their 
								fire. However, they did score a hit on the third 
								8.8 to our right. A couple of machine guns 
								opened up from somewhere to the left. Ludwig 
								handed me a new magazine then suddenly stood 
								upright, looked at me with wide open eyes then 
								slowly sank to his knees with a stream of blood 
								coming from his mouth. A bullet had hit him in 
								the back and exploded in his lungs. Poor fellow, 
								he never knew what hit him. The stare he gave me 
								was a last flicker of utter surprise, or perhaps 
								it was a desperate look for help...
								
								
								Our artillery had now stopped. The Russian tanks 
								were turning back, leaving it to their infantry 
								to cover their withdrawal. Our Panzers then took 
								up the pursuit and the infantry on our left rose 
								up to attack but the Russian infantry had had 
								enough and what was left of them surrendered. We 
								considered ourselves pretty lucky to be alive, 
								though it had been rough on Ludwig. Langhans 
								broke off the bottom half of Ludwig's 'dog tag' 
								(identification marker) to take to the CO at the 
								Command post of the 8.8s, together with his 
								report. He returned with orders for us to 
								proceed towards Mineral'nyye Vody Field Hospital 
								to deliver Ludwig for burial. No doubt in due 
								course his parents would receive the usual 
								letter 'One of our best' gave his life fr 
								den Fhrer, 
								Volk und Vaterland, or something to that effect. 
								Thousands of such letters must have been 
								delivered every week.
								
								
								Behind the 'Schlachthof' in Mineral'nyye Vody 
								Russian prisoners were busy digging more holes 
								behind the rows of crosses of yesterday's 
								'best', for the ones who would come in today, 
								like our Ludwig. They would come in every day 
								with frightful regularity until the field 
								hospital would shift to a new location and then 
								start all over again. And why one had to die to 
								be regarded as the 'best' was not the easiest to 
								understand.