Excerpt from Chapter 16:
								
								
								This trip differed from the previous one of 
								almost a year before when, fresh from training 
								and full of patriotism we were eager to defend 
								our country as pledged in our military oath and 
								learn what serving on the 'field of glory' 
								meant. Well, I had learnt. But here I was, 
								sitting in this train on this second journey 
								into Russia with a slightly different attitude 
								and apprehension of what the future has in 
								store.
								
								
								
								I guess I was luckier than most of those who 
								went with me. At least I had come back, even if 
								only for a short period, and it was nice to be 
								still in one piece but it would have been even 
								nicer if the war was over and I could stay at 
								home. There had been no option to volunteer and 
								I certainly wouldn't have done it now. But here 
								I was, on the train again, going East, 
								travelling to the front in the full knowledge of 
								what one could expect, though not knowing the 
								destination. Anyhow, that was the least worry. 
								Marching orders and the various station 
								commander's master plans would eventually get me 
								there without fail.
								
								
								
								We changed trains in Nurnberg for Leipzig, 
								arriving in Dresden at night, Breslau the 
								following morning and Warsaw late that night. 
								There we boarded the troop train for Bialystock 
								and travelled to Baranovichy and Minsk, crossing 
								the Beresina river at Borisov. Was that the same 
								route Napoleon took to Moscow? Late in the 
								evening we reached Orsha, some 2500 km from 
								Augsburg and 500 closer to Moscow. How we got 
								that far in one piece, I'll never know since the 
								last 300 km to Orsha we travelled with rifles at 
								the ready, guarding both sides of the train. It 
								was Partisan country at its worst and all along 
								the line wrecked locomotives, blown up carriages 
								and supply material littered the embankment.
								
								
								
								At Orsha a transport of Tiger Panzers destined 
								for Vitebsk was ready to pull out at dawn and 
								the station commander ordered us to report to 
								the train CO for instructions regarding Vitebsk, 
								which was on the main line to Leningrad. 
								However, we didn't get to see him as one of his 
								staff referred us to the Hauptfeldwebel (master 
								sergeant) who he thought had just the right job 
								for us. And what a damn right job he had - watch 
								duty for the rest of the night for the ride to 
								Vitebsk on the wind-swept flat-top cars with 
								rifles at the ready in case the train was 
								ambushed.
								
								
								
								Two open goods wagons filled with sand were 
								hooked in front of the locomotive to act as mine 
								catchers, just in case we ran over any freshly 
								planted by gangs of partisans during the night. 
								A trainload of brand new Tiger tanks was a very 
								attractive target for partisans to highjack and 
								blow off the track. I shared guard duty with 
								three members from the tank unit. A bitterly 
								cold wind blew from the north and we nestled 
								under the tank chains for protection, both from 
								the elements and from possible sniper fire from 
								the woods on both sides of the track.
								
								
								
								It was only about 60 km to Vitebsk but it took 
								us almost four hours to get there, thank 
								goodness with no interference from that army of 
								partisans lurking in the forests along the 
								track. Just as well daylight soon came as we 
								could have had a rough time otherwise. That area 
								of German occupied Russia, or Belorussia as it's 
								known, was absolutely ideal for those heavily 
								armed irregulars. They had their strongholds 
								everywhere in the vast impenetrable forests, 
								stretching from Vitebsk to Bryansk and in the 
								huge Pripyet Marshes to the south around Minks 
								and Rokitno, with the heaviest concentration in 
								and around Orsha. They also had their airstrips 
								deep in the forest, large enough to handle 
								American C47 transport planes.
								
								
								Partisan units were truly in command of the 
								whole countryside. I was told that just the 
								previous week a train carrying troops on their 
								way to home leave was ambushed in the middle of 
								the night, blown up and the ensuing massacre 
								left no survivors. Some of the partisans were 
								young boys aged not more than twelve or 
								thirteen, to whom killing was more a pleasure 
								than necessity.
								
								
								
								We arrived in Vitebsk in the middle of a 
								blizzard frozen stiff from such an unpleasant 
								journey. The town was in ruins wherever one 
								looked. We were directed to proceed to the flak 
								field replacement battery whose barracks were 
								located a few blocks away and easy to find as it 
								was one of the few buildings still standing amid 
								the rubble.
								
								
								
								The outlook on the Moscow front was not very 
								encouraging. Rzhev, an important rail junction 
								half way from Velikiye Luki to Moscow had fallen 
								to the Russians at the beginning of March, 
								followed by Sychevka on the 8th and Vyazma on 
								the 12th of that month. Vyazma was only about 70 
								miles from Smolensk and the Russian steamroller 
								was gathering momentum before 'Rasputitsa' 
								(spring thaw) stopped its advance. Further to 
								the south in the Orel-Kursk area part of Army 
								Group Centre and General Rudolf von Kluge's 
								Headquarters had a narrow escape in being cut 
								off temporarily from the rest of the Wehrmacht. 
								Must have been a severe blow to his ego, He was 
								nicknamed 'kluger Rudi' (clever Rudi).
								
								
								
								I was in Vitebsk for only two days when a 
								replacement request came from a flak Abteilung 
								operating around Rudnya and Smolensk for four 
								gunners. Names were posted on the board and mine 
								was among them and next afternoon a truck from 
								the unit arrived and took us to the Abteilung's 
								headquarters, somewhere between Rudnya and 
								Yartsevo, about 40 km north east of Smolensk. 
								This outfit was just about to pack up and shift 
								camp. In the morning we reported to the CO, a 
								Major, and he and a few officers stood around, 
								leafing through our papers and scrutinising us - 
								a bit like a slave market.
								
								
								
								A First Lieutenant called my name as he flicked 
								through my Soldbuch (identification book). I 
								stood to attention and he asked me a few 
								questions, including where I'd received my 
								anti-malaria treatment and when I told him in 
								the Caucasus he said "How the bloody hell did 
								you get out of there?", without taking his eyes 
								off my papers. I told him how. Then he enquired 
								in what position had I got my training on the 
								2cm gun and when I said as a K.4,loading gunner, 
								he handed me my papers and ordered me to hop 
								into his Kbelwagen 
								(Volkswagen). His name was Oberleutnant Hahn, 
								and he was the commander of my new Battery.
								
								
								
								As soon as we arrived at his headquarters he 
								rang one of his gun positions to send somebody 
								to pick up their 'replacement' but there must 
								have been a problem so I was told to go to the 
								kitchen and take a ride with the food delivery 
								cart. Hmm. I remembered a harrowing experience 
								of delivering food in the Caucasus, only this 
								time there were two horses and a sturdy farm 
								cart instead of a camel. I barely managed to hop 
								on the contraption before the driver used his 
								whip something terrible on the horses' backs, 
								which made them bolt like a bullet, sending me 
								flat on my back on top of the food containers. 
								Not a great start, I thought. The driver 
								apologised with "Tovarishch kharacho, da?" 
								(comrade, are you OK, yes?) and to the horses he 
								hurled some Russian obscenities, then I realised 
								he was Russian - a 'Hiwi' (Hilfswilliger) - a 
								former Russian prisoner, willing to serve in the 
								German Army. By good luck we reached my assigned 
								gun position safely after a few more 'kurvas' 
								and 'yob tvoyu mat'. Probably not the right 
								spelling - but who needs to spell Russian 
								expletives. I was only too glad to get off the 
								cart with just a few minor bruises and report to 
								the Unteroffizier who, with a diabolical smile, 
								enquired whether I'd had a comfortable trip with 
								Gregory. I replied that I had, just so long as 
								he didn't send me back with him.
								
								
								
								There were two other guns close by, also 
								belonging to Hahn's battery and Janko, our kapo, 
								took me to the izba (Russian cottage) to meet 
								the rest of the crew. Johann, the eldest and the 
								only one who had the 'misfortune' to be married 
								as they said, came from Sigmaringen, a town in 
								the Black Forest. Two others were Heinrich and 
								Manfred and the fourth was introduced as 
								Wilfried, Gunner One. Since his efficiency, and 
								perhaps life, depended largely on the chap 
								feeding explosives into the barrel it was 
								understandable he was most interested in the 
								'replacement, but once they discovered I wasn't 
								fresh out of training and made it clear I'd seen 
								quite a bit of action and knew which was the 
								'business' end of the barrel I felt accepted. 
								With the exception of Janko and Johann we were 
								all about the same age.
								
								
								
								After a meal of Gregory's 'well stirred lentil 
								soup Janko told us to get ready to shift camp. 
								Wilfried said they had only arrived there two 
								days previously, having got out of Vyazma just 
								before the Russians moved in. When we'd removed 
								the gun from the emplacement and I expected it 
								to be collected by a half track but they weren't 
								equipped with chain vehicles and instead it was 
								put on its trailer and hooked to a six-wheel 
								Krupp carrier. We moved out just before darkness 
								and headed in the direction of Smolensk. I asked 
								Wilfried what had happened to my predecessor and 
								learned he had been hit by artillery outside 
								Vyazma, shrapnel stuck in his back, so was 
								probably in a hospital train going home to 
								Germany. I said I hoped he would make it through 
								the partisan controlled territory, stretching 
								all the way to the Polish border, and told how 
								we rode shotgun at the ready from Minsk to 
								Vitebsk, and about the train that was ambushed 
								outside Orsha with no survivors. An unarmed 
								hospital train with its helpless occupants was a 
								'snip' for them to attack.
								
								
								
								Actually it then occurred to me that should our 
								convoy be ambushed we would be in a bit of a 
								spot since the guns were hooked to the back of 
								the carriers. A well-aimed round of machine 
								gunfire would wipe us all out. I would have felt 
								a bit safer with a half-track under my feet and 
								the gun mounted on top, but looking at 
								Wilfried's face he didn't seem to be unduly 
								worried. I also noticed our vehicle was provided 
								with mounting plates and asked him if they 
								always pulled the gun on the back of the carrier 
								and he said it was too much trouble to mount it 
								for a short trip, that we would have to take it 
								down again when we got there. "Get where?" I 
								enquired. "Smolensk," he replied. "The Ivans 
								would love to get their hands on that city 
								before the spring thaw sets in."
								
								
								We made it to Smolensk without being ambushed. 
								Heavily armed road convoys were reasonably safe 
								from partisans, who concentrated more on the 
								rail system which was more lucrative and less 
								risky for their own lives. Our objective was the 
								defence of the massive bridge over the river (Dniepre) 
								and railway gorge where the railway station lay 
								below and we spent the next two days digging in 
								on the western approaches to the bridge. The 
								Russians were now bearing down on Smolensk. 
								Durovo, 50 miles to the north-east fell on 21 
								March and by the 24th they had penetrated the 
								eastern defences of Smolensk and orders were 
								given to mount the guns on the vehicles and take 
								up defence positions on the eastern approaches 
								to the bridge.
								
								
								
								The expected attack. however, never materialised. 
								'Rasputitsa' the spring thaw had arrived early, 
								turning the countryside into endless mud and 
								making it impossible for any vehicle to move. 
								The whole area from Smolensk-Vitebsk - Rokitno- 
								Brest and Kovel was just one large swamp forcing 
								a halt to the Russian advance in our sector, 
								though the battle in the north - Leningrad - was 
								still as furious as ever.
								
								
								
								We remained in Smolensk until the beginning of 
								April then moved south to Roslavl, near Zhukovka 
								on the railway line Bryansk-Orel. The front line 
								veered sharply to the west from Ponyri to Sevsk 
								in our sector and from Belgorod to Sumy in the 
								south, a huge salient of some hundred miles deep 
								held by the Russians. This salient was to be the 
								scene of some of the heaviest fighting on the 
								eastern front and turned out to be most 
								disastrous for the German forces of Army Command 
								Centre, not only because the Americans were 
								supplying the Russians (Lend-Lease) with enough 
								material to re-equip their forces twice over, 
								but the German defeat at Orel-Kursk was mainly 
								brought about by the betrayal to Stalin (Stavka, 
								Russian High Command) of the entire German 
								attack plan.
								
								
								
								The thaw was upon us, with mud and slime 
								everywhere, In a way I was glad we didn't have 
								half-tracks or they probably would have found a 
								job for us, sliding up and down the Rollbahn on 
								air defence duty as we'd done the year before at 
								Mereva and Kharkov. So we had a reasonably quiet 
								period but miserable as it was, there was not 
								much comfort. Our dugouts were like pig stys and 
								with every footstep one sunk deeper and deeper 
								into the slime. The Russian reconnaissance 
								planes were too high for us to engage though we 
								scored a few hits on some fighter bombers coming 
								within our range unexpectedly. Heavy artillery 
								from somewhere around Kirov gave us an uneasy 
								moment now and then with random shots. They were 
								heavy calibre shells, 172 mm and kicked up 
								enormous dirt clods and mud mushrooms as they 
								exploded with the all-too familiar 'whoompf' 
								deep in the slime.
								
								
								
								We constructed some bunks so we could sleep 
								without drowning in the mud. Pure luxury! It 
								rained quite a lot, which was good as it meant 
								the other side couldn't do much either and it 
								kept Russian aircraft from harassing us. A rifle 
								unit of Finns had moved into the village to our 
								left and we did some visiting and generally got 
								on quite well, mainly because they always seemed 
								to have a good supply of vodka. Also, of course, 
								I considered myself an expert in German-Finn 
								relations since my encounter in Gmunden 
								hospital! "Who, Terboven?" They said they'd 
								never heard of him, but then that was 
								understandable, they were only interested in 
								vodka.
								
								
								
								One afternoon they came over with a bag full of 
								bottles and I must say we had a good time 
								getting sloshed, some more than others, though 
								not the Finns who seemed pretty inured to the 
								stuff. Wilfried got pretty happy and poor old 
								Johann fell out of his bunk and nearly drowned 
								but to make matters worse an attack alert was 
								sounded right in the middle of our 'party' and 
								quite a few of us couldn't make it to the gun. 
								Luckily the Illyushins - I think that's what 
								they were - and so many, (probably two?) veered 
								off in the direction of Roslavl so we got off 
								lightly. Our Kapo, Wilfried and Johann had to 
								appear before Oberleutnant Hahn the next morning 
								for a good dressing down and we were lucky he 
								kept the incident within the battery and didn't 
								report it to the Abt.Commander. That would have 
								earned us, perhaps not a stretch in Torgau 
								(military prison), but some other stiff 
								punishment or perhaps worse.
								
								
								
								As soon as the weather improved our battery 
								pulled out and moved to an airfield somewhere 
								between Slovgorod and Krichev, around Mogilev, 
								to provide security. The field was quite large 
								and had originally been a Russian base, judging 
								by the hangars, and the concrete and brick 
								buildings. It was partly destroyed but all 
								essential installations had been restored so it 
								must have been operated by the Luftwaffe for 
								some time. Actually, it was two fields separated 
								by a river valley, the Sozh river, I think it 
								was. And the fields were called 'Schatalovka 
								East' and 'Schatalovka West, if I remember 
								correctly. The field on the eastern side of the 
								valley was mainly taken up by Heinkel bombers 
								and reconnaissance squadrons and the western 
								side was operated by various fighter squadrons - 
								Messershmitts and Focke Wulf FW 190s. The FWs 
								were the latest in fighters and regarded by 
								experts as the best fighter plane of WW2 and far 
								superior to any of the Allied or Russian 
								fighters planes at that time.
								
								
								
								The FW 190s were flown by Nowotny's pilots, 
								Walther Nowotny being one of our most successful 
								fighter pilots ont the eastern front with 250 
								Russian aircraft to his credit. Other top 
								scoring fighter pilots had downed slightly more 
								planes than Nowotny, like Otto Kittel with 275 
								kills, Gerhard Barkhorn 301 and the most 
								successful of the Luftwaffe was Erich Hartmann 
								with 352 Russian planes to his credit. 
								Eventually Nowotny, Kittel and Barkhorn were 
								shot down, whereas Erich Hartmann survived the 
								war and gave himself up to the Americans. He 
								would have done better had he shot himself 
								instead. He had a price put on his head from the 
								Russian High Command and Stavka negotiated with 
								the Americans to have him handed over for 
								punishment! And the Americans obliged. General 
								Eisenhower would agree to any request from his 
								friend 'Uncle Joe' if it meant getting rid of a 
								few more German 'Nazi' bastards. To Eisenhower 
								every German soldier regardless what rank was a 
								Nazi. Hartmann was sent to Siberia. He was a 
								year younger than me. Winner take all...