Western Front Chapter 1:
								
								
								Towards the last week of October we were called 
								to the exercise yard for the last time with all 
								our gear for final inspection. New camouflage 
								overalls were issued and our rifles exchanged 
								for new Schmeisser automatic pistols. We 
								thought, with a little bit of luck, we might 
								have seen the last of our Feldwebel Wehrt, that 
								he might join the ranks of instructors in the 
								barracks to give those who came after a bit of a 
								hard time. But no such thing, he remained in 
								charge of our platoon.
								
								
								
								But there was one member of our platoon who was 
								unable to attend that morning's rollcall. A chap 
								called Herbert got sick during the night with 
								terrible stomach pains and was taken away to the 
								sickbay, saying he had appendicitis. Came on all 
								of a sudden and absolute agony. So he'd been the 
								informer who shared our hut. We would never have 
								suspected him; he was quite a good mate really 
								but he fooled us quite nicely. Josef assessed it 
								spot on: "Das Arschloch is not in the sick bay, 
								he's in the instructor's quarters having 
								breakfast with his master." He was probably 
								right too.
								
								
								
								Provided with the usual salami stick and half 
								loaf of black commiss our company, led by the 
								commander, a Oberleutnant and his staff, marched 
								us 10 km to Osterbrock railway station. It was 
								late evening when we arrived and waiting were 
								goods wagons and one personnel carriage for 
								company staff. There was no comfort in the 
								wagons, just the bare floor boards, not even 
								straw to lie on so we assumed after one night, 
								two at most, we would be there. Wherever `there' 
								was we could only guess. It could be anywhere 
								along the Dutch border from Enschede to Arnhem 
								and down to Venlo, or somewhere in Belgium or 
								perhaps Metz in France. We heard that the 
								Americans had captured the German city of Aachen 
								a few days previously, which was now a pile of 
								rubble. At Monschau in the Hurtgen forest there 
								was heavy fighting around the Westwall 
								fortifications - the Siegfried line on which the 
								Brits sang they would hang their washing. Well, 
								they were a bit tied down then in Nijmwegen so 
								would have to do their washing later.
								
								
								
								Our train travelled steadily south, passing 
								through Rheine and heading towards Munster. 
								There was not much chance of being blown off the 
								line by marauding bombers from Harris's 
								demolition squadrons as the travelling 
								conditions were almost perfect. Fog was 
								everywhere, blanketing anything that moved on 
								roads and railways and no give-away sparks from 
								locomotives to the overhead bombers on their way 
								to Berlin or whichever city Harris's roving 
								finger determined was next for destruction.
								
								
								
								From Münster the train joined the line to Hamm, 
								which like many other towns lay in ruins from 
								earlier raids. We travelled on, skirting 
								Dortmund and I fell asleep but woke when we 
								stopped somewhere outside Siegen where we were 
								shunted into a heavily timbered cutting in what 
								must have been the Westerwald mountain range. It 
								was early morning and still foggy and should it 
								lift we were ordered to stay on the train, so as 
								not to attract any attention. We were quite 
								happy to be parked there all day playing cards, 
								with a midday visit from a Red Cross canteen 
								with the usual porridge. Towards evening we were 
								rolling again, in the direction of Bonn, the 
								river Rheine and whatever came beyond... Nobody 
								bothered to tell us where we were going and we 
								weren't frantic to ask. Then a fellow who seemed 
								to know the area said that unless we changed 
								tracks we would end up in Frankfurt. I wasn't 
								particularly interested where we end up 
								eventually, I was tired and stretched out on the 
								wooden floor, listening to the wheels rattling 
								but was hoping we weren't going to Frankfurt. 
								British Bomber Command would probably be there 
								as well.
								
								
								
								We must have stopped some time before I woke, 
								not from lack of train movement, but to hear a 
								strange sounding motor somewhere. The sliding 
								door was wide open and the wagon full of stale 
								air smelling like burnt coal. The chap next to 
								me said it was eight o'clock yet it was still 
								dark. Then I realised we were parked inside a 
								mountain. Taking advantage of the stationary 
								train to perform my morning call under the 
								carriage I learned from quite a few others 
								squatting there, that during the night we'd 
								crossed the Rheine at Koblenz and were now in 
								the Hunsruck Mountains, parked right next to a 
								V1 rocket launching site. So that had been the 
								noise I'd heard.
								
								
								
								Together with a few more curious mates we made 
								our way to the mouth of the tunnel to see what 
								was going on and were able to view the spectacle 
								at close range. There must have been more than 
								one launching site as rocket after rocket was 
								sent up at close intervals. Actually they were 
								not fired directly into the air but were 
								catapulted out of their launching tunnels in a 
								low level trajectory and once in the air, did a 
								complete circle. We were told that was to test 
								the rocket's motor before the missile was sent 
								on its course by remote control. Not every 
								missile completed its initial circle without 
								mishap. Should the engine malfunction it simply 
								dropped its short stubby wings before diving to 
								the ground and exploding, ripping out a crater 
								big enough to drop an average size house in. We 
								saw evidence of numerous failures but were told 
								to keep our noses out of something that didn't 
								concern us and to return to our wagons. "Jawohl, 
								Herr Oberleutnant."
								
								
								
								Feldwebel Wehrt visited and we asked why we were 
								stuck in the tunnel. He said our transport had 
								accidentally been switched overnight but we 
								would be returning to Koblenz at nightfall, in 
								the meantime we were to stay inside. All day we 
								played Skat and 'Siebzehn und vier' by the dim 
								candle light, the winning and losing vast 
								fortunes, interrupted only by the visit from the 
								rocket base's field kitchen with some welcome 
								hot noodle soup.
								
								
								
								Under cover of darkness we left the tunnel and 
								somewhere near Koblenz were shunted on to our 
								correct track, at least we guessed so as the 
								train wound its way upstream past Boppard to St 
								Goar. Somewhere across the river would be the 
								Lorelei though unseen in the dark. Some joker 
								started to sing -
								
								
								
								"Ich weiss nicht was soll es bedeuten dass ich 
								so traurig bin, ein Märchen aus uralten Zeiten 
								das kommt mir nicht aus dem Sinn. Die Luft is 
								..."
								
								
								Shut up you idiot, can't you see we want to 
								sleep!" We travelled on through the night, 
								leaving the main line at Bingen and headed for 
								Bad Kreuznach, St. Wendel and on to Saarbrücken, 
								crossing into France at Forbach well before dawn 
								the next morning. It was as far as the train was 
								able to go. Metz was 45 km to the west and was 
								already bypassed by General Patton's Third Army. 
								The Metz garrison was completely surrounded but 
								was still holding out, so we were told, but it 
								could only be a matter of time before the 
								Americans took that last stronghold before 
								tackling, what was to be considered the 
								strongest part of the Westwall, the line from 
								Saarbrücken to Merzig and up to Trier.
								
								
								
								Heavy fighting was going on around Metz. We 
								could hear the thunder of heavy artillery and 
								some of their random shells were already close 
								enough to remind us that our `safe' period was 
								about to end and death would be our escort 
								again. We hastily disembarked, assembled on the 
								loading ramp for a quick rollcall and check up 
								of gear and then were marched off across the 
								border and towards the Saar in the direction of 
								Völklingen, Saarlois and Beckingen. We crossed 
								the Saar to the eastern bank at Völklingen and 
								came to a little village well outside the town 
								late that afternoon. The village was almost 
								empty, most of its people having already left or 
								were still being evacuated. Our platoon took up 
								quarters in a deserted farm house some distance 
								outside the village but there wasn't much rest 
								that night. Patton's Army must have gained some 
								headway during recent days and heavy artillery 
								from the direction of Metz seemed to have come 
								much closer. They hammered away all night, most 
								shells keeping their distance though some came 
								really close, close enough to make you forget 
								about sleep.
								
								
								
								The big guns were probing for the railway line 
								from Völklingen to Merzig, and particularly the 
								road leading to it. We were glad when the order 
								came to prepare to move out after a hasty 
								breakfast of the usual porridge and coffee. It 
								was still dark and we kept well away from the 
								railway line and main roads, sticking to the 
								woods and hills and bypassing Saarlautern and 
								Dillingen. The going was tough and progress 
								slow. Platoon columns were widely spaced to keep 
								casualties to the minimum. Wooded areas were 
								excellent hide outs for a large body of troops 
								on the move but give hardly any protection from 
								artillery shells. Tree bursts usually have fatal 
								consequences, as a shell exploding at treetop 
								height not only showers the area with massive 
								chunks of shrapnel but the shorn off branches 
								coming down with it can cause horrible injuries 
								and death. An exploding shell in a tree also 
								echoes through the forest, causing one to lose 
								all direction of the point of impact. `Don't go 
								to ground, stay upright, hard against a tree', 
								we were told. That way the chance of survival is 
								greater as the body exposure is kept to a 
								minimum. Even then what one needs most is luck. 
								As the old army wise crack goes - `Wenn du Glück 
								hast, kannst du den Finger im Arsch brechen'.(If 
								luck is with you, you can even break the finger 
								in your arse!)
								
								
								
								The battalion suffered quite a few casualties 
								that day before we reached Beckingen. Our 
								platoon was lucky and got there without loss. 
								Then the company split up and platoons went to 
								their assigned areas. The hills around Dillingen 
								to the left and downstream to Merzig and Trier 
								were prime pillbox country, a forward line of 
								the Westwall. Most of the bunkers were invisible 
								until one fell over them but their presence was 
								everywhere. They were in all sizes, from boxes 
								containing one machine gun to larger sized 
								bunkers with two or three big guns in their 
								Kasematten and even larger ones down by the 
								river, where one could just see the dome 
								sticking out of the ground and the communication 
								trenches the side of them. Some others were 
								disguised as ordinary houses.
								
								
								
								Feldwebel Wehrt was ordered to take our platoon 
								to the ball bearing factory, just out of town, 
								up on the hills. The factory had been working up 
								to a few days previously when the shelling made 
								it impossible for them to carry on production. 
								There were still some people there when we 
								reached the building. It was the manager, his 
								wife and their young daughter and it looked like 
								they had just finished loading the family car, a 
								large Daimler Benz, with some of their 
								belongings and were in the process of leaving. 
								It was amazing how they could still keep a car 
								of that type and actually get petrol for it.
								
								
								
								The house was an enormous mansion with three 
								fully furnished bedrooms with en suites to each, 
								plus a separate large bathroom. The main bedroom 
								was fitted with large heavy plate glass windows 
								overlooking the countryside and amazingly were 
								still unbroken. The manager told us to make 
								ourselves comfortable in the house as he was 
								sure it was of no use to him any more. He 
								suggested it would be better to destroy the 
								whole thing when we left rather than let the 
								Americans move in and enjoy its comfort. He 
								needn't have worried about that. Once the 
								American artillery got a proper bearing on the 
								factory they would hammer it good and proper and 
								there wouldn't be much left of the mansion 
								either. They had it in for German ball bearing 
								factories since they were such an essential item 
								for any moving machinery.
								
								
								
								Once the Daimler had gone we settled down for 
								the night, searching the house for food mainly 
								but there was nothing, just an empty larder. It 
								didn't matter, the field kitchen would be coming 
								along with it's culinary masterpieces - noodle 
								soup, salami and black bread. The wardrobes and 
								drawers were still full of the owners' personal 
								belongings but we weren't interested in them and 
								in the German army there was always the 
								possibility of being shot for that sort of 
								thing. The Americans could do all the looting 
								when they arrived, and they would't get shot.
								
								
								
								Wehrt ordered me and another chap to go with him 
								on a quick look through the factory premises to 
								make sure there wouldn't be any sneaking 
								surprises coming out of there during the night. 
								There was still some machinery left though most 
								of it had been removed but it was getting dark 
								and we didn't want to get caught in there when 
								the artillery started up so quickly returned to 
								the house.
								
								
								
								The field kitchen had come and gone with a treat 
								of noodle soup and goulash for a change. 
								Sentries were posted and then we settled down 
								for some sleep. I was tempted to have a go at 
								one of the flashy beds upstairs but since there 
								were lots of others with the same idea I decided 
								to stretch out on the kitchen floor instead. 
								Anyhow, I couldn't contemplate much sleep as I 
								was due to replace Erich on sentry duty at the 
								factory.
								
								
								
								The artillery slowly came closer and finally 
								homed in on the factory proper with a 
								particularly savage round of four shells in 
								quick succession. One hit the front of the 
								mansion, ripping down the entire wall with the 
								plate glass windows to the bedrooms upstairs and 
								left the downstairs lounge room in a shattered 
								mess. Two of our men in there having what they 
								thought would be a restful sleep woke up choking 
								and spitting and covered with cuts and bruises 
								and the blokes sleeping in the upstairs bedrooms 
								couldn't have touched the stair steps on their 
								way down either. Josef was one of them and he 
								wasn't too happy about that and I was glad I was 
								still on sentry duty. We were all lucky no one 
								was killed in that house when the shell struck. 
								There were more hits that night so we abandoned 
								it and cleared out of the factory complex well 
								before dawn. We didn't have to destroy the villa 
								after all; it was done quite nicely by American 
								artillery fire.
								
								
								
								We made our way along the hill top where there 
								were clusters of strategically placed pillboxes, 
								well camouflaged and dug in along the slopes. 
								They were fortified machine gun positions, some 
								with one gun mounted inside, and some were much 
								larger with two or three guns in their defence 
								bays. Most of the smaller boxes could 
								accommodate a crew of three, the larger ones 
								could take from five to six and the big ones 
								down by the river with the communication 
								trenches zigzagging from one to the other were 
								built for a crew of 16 or more. They also had 
								anti-tank guns and a 2 cm behind their 
								embrasures. It later became our job to occupy 
								those structures.
								
								
								
								Meanwhile the pillbox I shared with Josef and 
								Erich was small and was already occupied by two 
								men from the 'Volkssturm', the German version of 
								`Dad's Army'. They were mighty glad to have us 
								take over and cleared out in a hurry. The inside 
								dimensions were not more than perhaps 2.5m x 
								2.5m and about 1.8m high, accessible from the 
								rear by means of a small steel hatch barely big 
								enough to crawl through. Once inside it was 
								sealed by a submarine-type wheel lock. Inside 
								was a machine gun mounted behind a 2 cm thick 
								armour plated sliding panel of the gun embrasure 
								which had a 6 mm horizontal viewing slot cut in, 
								through which one could overlook the Saar valley 
								below and the slopes on the opposite side of the 
								river.
								
								
								
								There was enough ammunition and tinned food to 
								last the occupants at least a week. The tins had 
								no date and were probably as old as the 
								structure itself. They were in a box branded `Eiserne 
								Ration' (emergency ration) to be opened only as 
								a last resort, if the way of escape is cut off, 
								and you have to end up fighting. The last meal 
								of your life, so to speak, and any premature use 
								carried the death penalty.
								
								
								
								Adjacent to the entry hatch was an emergency 
								exit, which was merely a 30 cm square opening in 
								the concrete wall leading out to the earth 
								behind. A spade, crowbar and pickaxe were 
								fastened to the wall and above the opening was a 
								painted sign which said `Notausgang' (emergency 
								exit) but how one could dig one's way out in a 
								hurry remained a mystery. The whole thing must 
								have been about as useful as a rowing boat in 
								the desert. In one corner was a rolled up 
								hammock, one only, probably to ensure never more 
								than one of the crew indulged in the luxury of 
								sleep at a time.
								
								
								
								Looking across the river and the wooded slopes 
								beyond there was no visible evidence of the 
								American presence. But we knew they were there, 
								well dug in and camouflaged. Their artillery 
								fire was becoming more and more accurate, 
								feeling its way along our hill. If our pillboxes 
								were as comfortable as a medieval prison cell, 
								they certainly provided excellent protection 
								against the heavy incoming shells. We had a 
								visit from a Company Leutnant with orders to 
								keep shooting activity to a minimum and confine 
								it to checking out weapons. The reasons were to 
								preserve ammunition but mainly to prevent 
								revealing the position of the various bunkers. 
								In our case there was not much to hide as our 
								pillbox was built right to the edge of the slope 
								and stuck out prominently. A dead give-away for 
								the inquisitive eyes of American observation 
								posts on the opposite slopes of the river.
								
								
								
								As soon as darkness came we took turns to man 
								patrol points down by the river bank, to prevent 
								any American attempt to send over commandos in 
								the dead of night to do a bit of damage here and 
								there. The patrols continued throughout the 
								night, taking usually one man from each pillbox 
								who were then split up into small groups of 
								perhaps three or four, led by an Unteroffizier. 
								They were hazardous trips. Apart from the ever 
								present possibility of getting ripped to pieces 
								by the next shell one was constantly aware of 
								the odd sniper bullet coming from the hills on 
								the opposite bank. Sniper's guns were equipped 
								with night vision telescopes and were extremely 
								accurate. Over the previous two nights, four men 
								of various patrols had been picked off by them. 
								It was relatively easy to get down to the river 
								level but a long exhausting way up again in the 
								dark and more often than not we got lost on the 
								slope trying to find our own pillbox.
								
								
								
								One evening shortly before eight o'clock a Kapo 
								came along to collect our rostered third man to 
								join his patrol. It was Erich's turn. We had 
								just finished cleaning and oiling our machine 
								gun and had it back on its pedestal when he came 
								crawling through the hatch. "Is it working?" he 
								asked. "We hope it is, we havn't tried it yet," 
								I told him. "Let's have a burp and find out," he 
								said. Then he asked me to put an ammo belt into 
								the breach, he opened the embrasure hatch, stuck 
								the barrel through and pulled the trigger.
								
								
								
								Perhaps he kept his finger on the trigger a 
								little longer than necessary for a test shot or 
								two, or maybe we oiled the gun too well, but the 
								recoil action and movement of the gun pushed the 
								muzzle back and slightly upward behind the 
								armour plate on the inside and the last bullet 
								hit the steel and went mad ricocheting around in 
								our confined space, from the armour plate to the 
								back wall and forward again. Unlike the rest of 
								us the Kapo was holding the gun and couldn't 
								drop to the floor and the bullet on its return 
								zing hit him square in the face, slashing his 
								cheek from ear to the mouth, an awful mess. We 
								bandaged his face with what we could find in the 
								first aid kit, making sure he was still able to 
								breathe. It looked like there was no damage to 
								the cheekbone, but the horrible flesh wound 
								would probably scar him for life. There was not 
								much else we could do for him. Erich and the 
								rest of his patrol took him to the company's 
								command bunker then continued the patrol duties 
								without their leader. The Kapo would have to do 
								some explaining to the Commanding Officer in due 
								course though probably he wouldn't be able to 
								talk for quite some time in the condition he was 
								in.
								
								
								
								Towards the end of November we had a few attacks 
								from the American air force, mainly Thunderbolt 
								dive bombers. They came down the river valley at 
								day break, dropped their bombs and rockets and 
								strafed anything they could spot moving. Their 
								targets were mainly bunkers which they could 
								clearly discern and our pillbox stuck out like a 
								freshly grown mushroom. Early one morning we got 
								a good flogging when a Thunderbolt strafed us, 
								his rockets only missing us by a few whiskers. 
								The impact of the shells from his cannons on the 
								concrete face of our pillbox sounded like a 
								truck had hit us at full speed. From then on we 
								didn't take any chances and whenever the silver 
								lined `bolts' came on the scene, we cleared out 
								of the box and scattered into the woods on the 
								ridge and took a few bursts with our assault 
								rifles. They were most vulnerable when they came 
								out of their dive from delivering their rockets, 
								presenting their shiny bellies to our gun 
								sights. They needed to be short bursts because 
								should they see where the fire came from it 
								could very well be curtains for the hapless 
								gunner, which was what happened to a crew two 
								boxes downstream from us. They had left their 
								box and were well prepared for they had taken 
								their machine gun from the pillbox with them and 
								emptied a good round into a plane on its way up 
								from its dive. They shot it down all right but 
								failed to see the rocket homed at them from the 
								plane's team mate. After the smoke had gone 
								there was not much left of the gun crew.